Inside the Uncomfortable World of Verity

/ Friday, February 06, 2026

Some books you read, enjoy, and move on from. And then there are books that sit with you — quietly, heavily — long after you’ve turned the last page. Verity was that kind of book for me.



I finished reading it on the 29th of December 2025, and honestly, I didn’t feel done with it at all. I closed the book and just sat there, staring at it, trying to process how uneasy I felt. That lingering discomfort? That’s when I knew Colleen Hoover did exactly what she intended to do.


🖤 Inside the Villain’s Mind

What really pulled me in was the decision to let us experience the story through what feels like a villain’s point of view. That’s a bold move. It’s uncomfortable. It forces you to sit with thoughts you don’t want to agree with, emotions you don’t want to understand — yet somehow, you do.

Reading those sections made my skin crawl, but at the same time, I couldn’t look away. It made me realise how complex human emotions really are. Jealousy, desire, resentment, fear — all tangled up with love. Verity doesn’t soften these feelings. It exposes them.


💔 Love or Obsession?

This book really messed with my idea of love.

In Verity, love doesn’t always feel warm or safe. It often feels obsessive, physical, and ego-driven. The intimacy is intense, almost consuming, but the emotional and intellectual connection feels fragile. I kept wondering whether the characters truly loved each other — or were simply addicted to what they gave each other.

Even the love for children, something we instinctively believe is unconditional, is portrayed in a way that feels unsettling and complicated. As a reader, that part hit hard. But maybe that discomfort is exactly what we’re meant to feel.


🤯 The Questions That Wouldn’t Leave Me Alone

When I finished the book, I wasn’t satisfied — I was curious. And unsettled.

I kept thinking: How does an author write such raw, villainous emotions so convincingly? Where does that depth even come from?

Some emotions described felt uncomfortably close to real psychological struggles. At moments, I even wondered whether certain behaviours could be linked to postpartum depression — or if that explanation is too simple for something so dark and layered.

And then came the thoughts I couldn’t shake:

  • What if the truth we’re shown isn’t the whole truth?

  • What if someone else was quietly pulling the strings?

  • What if love, money, success, and jealousy were far more connected than we like to admit?

The fact that the book never gives clear answers is what makes it so powerful.


📚 Same Vibe as The Silent Patient

I read Verity back to back with The Silent Patient, and I couldn’t ignore how similar they felt. Same genre, same psychological tension, same feeling of constantly questioning what’s real and what’s not.

Both books rely heavily on silence, secrets, and unreliable perspectives. They don’t rush — they slowly unravel your trust. If you enjoy thrillers that play with your mind rather than action-packed chaos, this is definitely your lane.


🎬 Waiting for the Movie

Now that I’ve read the book, I can’t help but think about the movie adaptation. I’m excited… but also a little nervous. Verity is such an internal, psychological story that I wonder how it’ll translate on screen.

I’m really hoping the movie captures the intensity, the discomfort, and the ambiguity that made the book so unforgettable for me.


🌺 Final Island-Girl Thoughts

Verity is not an easy read — and it’s not meant to be. It’s unsettling, provocative, and intentionally confusing. It challenges ideas of love, motherhood, ambition, and morality, then leaves you alone with your thoughts.

I may have finished the book, but it definitely hasn’t finished with me.

And honestly? That’s exactly the kind of story I love.

Some books you read, enjoy, and move on from. And then there are books that sit with you — quietly, heavily — long after you’ve turned the last page. Verity was that kind of book for me.



I finished reading it on the 29th of December 2025, and honestly, I didn’t feel done with it at all. I closed the book and just sat there, staring at it, trying to process how uneasy I felt. That lingering discomfort? That’s when I knew Colleen Hoover did exactly what she intended to do.


🖤 Inside the Villain’s Mind

What really pulled me in was the decision to let us experience the story through what feels like a villain’s point of view. That’s a bold move. It’s uncomfortable. It forces you to sit with thoughts you don’t want to agree with, emotions you don’t want to understand — yet somehow, you do.

Reading those sections made my skin crawl, but at the same time, I couldn’t look away. It made me realise how complex human emotions really are. Jealousy, desire, resentment, fear — all tangled up with love. Verity doesn’t soften these feelings. It exposes them.


💔 Love or Obsession?

This book really messed with my idea of love.

In Verity, love doesn’t always feel warm or safe. It often feels obsessive, physical, and ego-driven. The intimacy is intense, almost consuming, but the emotional and intellectual connection feels fragile. I kept wondering whether the characters truly loved each other — or were simply addicted to what they gave each other.

Even the love for children, something we instinctively believe is unconditional, is portrayed in a way that feels unsettling and complicated. As a reader, that part hit hard. But maybe that discomfort is exactly what we’re meant to feel.


🤯 The Questions That Wouldn’t Leave Me Alone

When I finished the book, I wasn’t satisfied — I was curious. And unsettled.

I kept thinking: How does an author write such raw, villainous emotions so convincingly? Where does that depth even come from?

Some emotions described felt uncomfortably close to real psychological struggles. At moments, I even wondered whether certain behaviours could be linked to postpartum depression — or if that explanation is too simple for something so dark and layered.

And then came the thoughts I couldn’t shake:

  • What if the truth we’re shown isn’t the whole truth?

  • What if someone else was quietly pulling the strings?

  • What if love, money, success, and jealousy were far more connected than we like to admit?

The fact that the book never gives clear answers is what makes it so powerful.


📚 Same Vibe as The Silent Patient

I read Verity back to back with The Silent Patient, and I couldn’t ignore how similar they felt. Same genre, same psychological tension, same feeling of constantly questioning what’s real and what’s not.

Both books rely heavily on silence, secrets, and unreliable perspectives. They don’t rush — they slowly unravel your trust. If you enjoy thrillers that play with your mind rather than action-packed chaos, this is definitely your lane.


🎬 Waiting for the Movie

Now that I’ve read the book, I can’t help but think about the movie adaptation. I’m excited… but also a little nervous. Verity is such an internal, psychological story that I wonder how it’ll translate on screen.

I’m really hoping the movie captures the intensity, the discomfort, and the ambiguity that made the book so unforgettable for me.


🌺 Final Island-Girl Thoughts

Verity is not an easy read — and it’s not meant to be. It’s unsettling, provocative, and intentionally confusing. It challenges ideas of love, motherhood, ambition, and morality, then leaves you alone with your thoughts.

I may have finished the book, but it definitely hasn’t finished with me.

And honestly? That’s exactly the kind of story I love.

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As we’ve already stepped into 2026 with renewed motivation and the idea of rebranding ourselves, I truly hope you’re still holding on to the goals you set for this year.



We’re already halfway through January 2026 — and this is usually the point where motivation starts to dip. The excitement of a new year slowly fades, and old habits try to creep back in. But if you’re still here, still trying, still showing up for yourself in small ways — I want you to know that you’re doing better than you think.

This year, I personally started off strong.
Not in a loud, overwhelming way — but in a very clear, intentional one.

I know what I want.
I know what I’m working towards.
And more importantly, I know how I want to feel while getting there.

That’s why I wanted to talk about something that has been deeply resonating with me lately: the soft girl era.


🌸 What Is the Soft Girl Era?

If you’re not familiar with the term, the soft girl era is not about being fragile, passive, or unserious.

It’s about choosing gentleness with intention.

The soft girl era is about:

  • Slowing down in a world that constantly rushes

  • Taking care of yourself without guilt

  • Moving deliberately instead of reacting impulsively

  • Valuing rest, nourishment, and emotional well-being

It’s softness paired with self-respect.
Grace paired with boundaries.
Elegance paired with strength.


💆🏽‍♀️ Choosing Self-Care as a Lifestyle

If you’ve been following me for a while, you’ll know how much emphasis I place on self-care and upgrading yourself.

Self-care is not just face masks and pretty routines.
It’s grooming yourself well.
It’s resting when needed.
It’s choosing better habits — even when no one is watching.

Taking care of yourself is a form of self-respect.


👗 Elegance in How We Show Up

How we present ourselves matters — especially at work.

Dressing well, grooming yourself, neat hair, clean nails — these details make a difference. People notice. People listen. People take you seriously.

Elegance doesn’t shout.
It quietly speaks for you.
                                          



🥗 Nourishing Your Body With Awareness

Soft living means learning to nourish your body.

Knowing what your body needs.
Practising portion control.

Food is fuel.
Food is care.
Food is balance.


🏃🏽‍♀️ Moving Your Body With Love

Movement doesn’t need to look a certain way.

Walking, yoga, zumba, tai chi, pole dancing, lifting weights, swimming, running — all of it counts.

Move your body in ways that feel good to you.
This is not about punishment.
It’s about connection.


📚 Educating Yourself & Staying Curious

A soft girl never stops growing.

Read books.
Listen to audiobooks/podcasts.
Learn new skills.
Stay open to new perspectives.

Upgrading your mind is part of the glow-up.


🕊️ Emotional Maturity & Boundaries

Respecting yourself also means setting boundaries.

Setting boundaries does not mean being rude or cold.
It means valuing your peace and knowing your limits.

Emotional maturity is elegance.


✨ A Gentle Reminder for 2026

This era is not about perfection.

Some days you’ll feel aligned.
Some days you won’t.

Both are part of becoming her.

As we continue into 2026, I hope you choose softness, intention, and self-respect — again and again.

Welcome to our soft girl era 💗






Well first of all… yaaay! 🎉

I am continuing one of my favourite traditions on this blog — the yearly retrospective. No matter how messy life gets, this little ritual remains. And here I am, at the end of 2025, doing what I love most: looking back before taking a step forward.



Because honestly, peeps, 2025?
She was not smooth butter.
She shook me, rattled me, stretched me in ways I wasn’t prepared for.
But here I am — still standing, softer yet stronger, wiser in ways only lived experiences can teach.

If I look closely now, I don’t see chaos anymore.
I see growth.


🌱 A Year of Choosing Myself

The year started with big decisions. One of them was letting go of my old gym — after seven or eight years of loyalty. It simply wasn’t serving me anymore. And letting go of what’s familiar, even when it once worked, is not easy.

Joining a new gym was uncomfortable at first. I struggled with consistency during the first half of the year — lots of rest days, lots of negotiating with myself. But by the second half of 2025, I found my footing again. I reclaimed my discipline. I showed up.

When Toposphere Studio reopened in the last quarter, it felt like coming home to myself.
The movement. The energy. The girl community.
Women pushing each other, laughing through the burn, reminding one another that strength can be joyful. New friendships were born there — the aligned kind.


🚗 Milestones That Marked My Growth

One of the biggest wins of the year was buying my first brand new car.
After years of driving my husband’s Toyota Corolla (a real one, truly), sitting behind the wheel of something that was mine felt powerful. It wasn’t just a car — it was pride, independence, and proof that I can provide for myself.

Another moment that touched my heart deeply:
My brother came back to Mauritius after 10 years.
This time, we bonded not as kids anymore — but as adults. With understanding, maturity, and shared memories. That reunion filled a space I didn’t even realise was empty.

And my husband and I — what a team we were this year.
We stood our ground together. We chose peace over noise. We protected our relationship in ways that felt gentler and truer to who we are becoming.


💻 Finding My Way Back to Writing

This year, I did something that scared me a little — I revived this blog after years of writing and not publishing, years of keeping my words tucked away in drafts and notebooks.

Bringing this space back to life wasn’t about numbers or perfection.
It was about courage.
It was about trusting my voice again.

I’m making a conscious effort to be consistent now — showing up even when the readership is small, even when life gets busy. To the real ones who take time to read, engage, and support this space — I see you, I appreciate you, and I love you. 💓

And to anyone new here — welcome to my little corner of the internet. I hope this blog becomes a soft place for you, a reminder that your words matter too. If this space encourages even one person to trust their inner writer and share their story, then it has already done its job.


🎧 Micro-Habits That Changed Everything

2025 taught me that change doesn’t always come loudly. Sometimes, it comes quietly.

Every morning before work, I started listening to self-growth and positive mindset podcasts. Just a few minutes — but they grounded me, reset my thoughts, and softened my approach to the day.

I also honoured a promise I made to myself: reading more.
Fiction, non-fiction, a few pages before bed — even on tired nights. It became a ritual that soothed my mind and fed my creativity.


🌸 Romanticising Life, Always

If there’s one thing I will never stop doing, it’s romanticising my life — even when it’s hard.

Sipping matcha while stuck in traffic.
Enjoying my coffee after work before cooking dinner.
Folding laundry slowly.
Showing up for my skincare routine — my ultimate non-negotiable.

Taking care of my skin became an act of self-respect this year. Investing in good products, being consistent, noticing the glow — not just on my face, but in how I felt about myself.

Life is heavy sometimes. But joy lives in the smallest places if we allow it.


💟 Lessons 2025 Etched Into Me

This year changed the way I protect my peace.

I learned that not everyone deserves a front-row seat in my life.
I learned to walk away from spaces where respect wasn’t being served.
I learned that healing doesn’t always require reconnection — sometimes, it requires release.

I also learned to observe patterns.
Knowing when to stop being the first one to wish, the first one to reach out — and seeing who shows up when you don’t — revealed my real ones. Life happens, yes. But patterns don’t lie.

And I’m proud of myself for choosing boundaries without guilt.


✨ Looking Back, I See Strength

When I look back at 2025, I see a woman who fought silent battles and still stood tall.
A woman who rested when she needed to — and rose again when it was time.
A woman who learned that consistency is not about perfection, but about returning to yourself.

Christmas came and went beautifully. The year is ending gently.
And before stepping into what’s next, I wanted to honour what has been.


🌟 What I’m Taking With Me Into 2026

I’m carrying forward:

2025 wasn’t easy — but it was transformative.
And if it taught me anything, it’s that I am capable of more than I give myself credit for.

Here’s to closing this chapter with pride — and opening the next one with hope.

2026, I’m ready for you. ✨🌺